"Just finished the Escort to the Beloved chapter. I have cried for the first time since December 8, 2000—the night of the car accident that nearly took my life. I didn't cry then. I think I became an observer of my life. I can't begin to thank you for writing this book.”

  Vision Arrow provides and leads excursions and vision quests into the wilderness.
Vision Arrow provides and leads excursions and vision quests into the wilderness. Vision Arrow provides and leads excursions and vision quests into the wilderness. Vision Arrow provides and leads excursions and vision quests into the wilderness. Vision Arrow provides and leads excursions and vision quests into the wilderness.
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Trebbe Johnson's Newsletter
May 2007
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in this issue
The Gesture That Reaches Two Ways
The Woman Who Stopped an Airplane
Where is the Northern Wood Thrush?
On Divine Sexuality
Trebbe picDear Questers, Friends, and Seekers of the Beloved,

Thank you to everyone who wrote telling me your news and making suggestions for improving the form and content of this newsletter. To those of you who are receiving the newsletter for the first time... welcome! Here you'll find news of upcoming
Vision Arrow events, reflections, profiles of extraordinary people, and stories of  transformation that occur when we accept, in small, bold, startling ways the invitations that the world is always sending us.
 
THE GESTURE THAT REACHES TWO WAYS
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Dancer's hands, KhajurahoWhen one person reaches out across the gap that separates her or him from another, then someone else has the opportunity to receive that gesture, and both are affected, often in unexpected ways. I learned this in July 1984 when I made a gesture that, though it lasted perhaps three seconds, changed my life.

At that time I was focused on building up my mental, physical, and spiritual health. I was four years sober, but as is common with someone emerging from years of addiction and isolation, I nursed massive self-doubt and insecurity. It would be four more years until I took my first vision quest and even longer before I began to think of myself as a person who could be a guide to others.

By accident I received a catalogue in the mail from
Omega Institute in Rhinebeck, New York. I was immediately drawn to a dance class whose theme was expressing the goddess within oneself. I had always loved mythology and had discovered dancing a year or so earlier as a path toward wholeness. Full of fear that I would be out of place, unwelcome, a stranger, I enrolled.

On the third day of the class, we moved from the indoor studio out to the lake. The instructor told the class of about 35-40 women the stories of six Greek goddesses and asked us to choose which one we most related to, then to form groups accordingly. My first instinct was to be an Athena, goddess of wisdom, but for some unknown reason, I decided that, on this day at least, I would be Aphrodite, goddess of love.

Each group was to create a dance that typified their particular goddess, then to perform it for the group. We Aphrodites patterned ourselves on the famous Botticelli painting in which Venus has risen out of the waves and stands, graceful and sensuous, on a shell, gazing out at her world. We choreographed a dance in which we would slowly rise up from the ground and, awakening to life, love, and beauty, begin to dance.

When it was our turn, I realized at once that simply dancing with my co-Aphrodites was not enough. No, the entire class must dance, must be awakened and invited to express their own inner goddess of love. For a moment I hesitated. I feared making an offering that would be rejected. But I reached across that gap. I reached down to a woman who was sitting on the grass and with my hand invited her into the dance. Instantly, the other Aphrodites saw that this gesture was, of course, the only one possible for the goddess of love, and they followed suit. Soon not just a few, but forty women were dancing on the grass.

Recalling that moment, which happened twenty-three years ago, still brings tears to my eyes. It changed my life. It let me know that my own passions could be meaningful to others. It taught me to risk reaching out into unknown space. It showed me how easy it is to connect with others.

All this time I have had a deep and special fondness for Omega Institute, which offered me the invitation to transform. I have taken many classes there over the years and am thrilled beyond words that this summer, July 29-August 3, I will be presenting a five-day workshop of my own,
DESIRE AND THE QUEST FOR THE BELOVED. I hope you will join me there. I am certain that you will be the giver or the recipient of one of those gestures that changes your life.

 
 
THE WOMAN WHO STOPPED AN AIRPLANE
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SabinaOne of the joys of guiding vision quests is working with amazing co-guides. Sabina Wyss, a life coach, certified practitioner of homeopathic medicine, and steward of the Tuareg foundation Iferoaune in Niger, as well as a vision quest guide, is one of them. Ever since I met Sabina in 1999, I have known her as a woman of exceptional insight, courage, and adventurous spirit. Little did I know she was capable of stopping a plane.

Last January, after the two-week Sahara quest we guided in the Sahara Desert, our Tuareg guide, Adem Roth Mellakh, told us we had to arrive early at the airport in the Algerian oasis town of Tamanrasset because a large group was arriving after making the Hadj, the annual pilgrimage to Mecca, and the road to the airport might be closed. As it turned out, we had to wait at the airport for several hours. We did our best to sleep on the hard plastic chairs in the cold waiting room and finally, just as the sun was rising, and after we witnessed the beautiful sight of scores of robed men deplaning after their sacred journey, we boarded the plane, about four hours late. It seemed certain that we would miss our connecting flight from Algiers back to Geneva.

Shortly after we took off, I saw tall, blond Sabina stride to the front of the plane. I didn't think anything of it and must have been asleep when she returned. We arrived in Algiers, to be met by our airport liaison Amitsai, who has helped Sabina's Sahara groups for years. Hurriedly he herded us onto a private bus for the ride to the other terminal. We pushed through multiple luggage screenings, customs, passport control. Then, suddenly, Sabina was dashing away. I watched, alarmed. Now what? Was there some new hitch? It wasn't until the last of our group was boarding the plane that she returned, lugging several plastic bags.

The plane was completely full. The passenger had been sitting in it and waiting for more than an hour. They looked at us with expressions of curiosity or resentment as we bumped and sidled to our places. Sabina and I sank into our seats, breathless.

"Where did you go?" I asked. She showed me her shopping bags. She had made a detour to buy boxes of fresh Algerian dates for everyone in the group.

Amazed at her thoughtfulness, as well as her boldness in making such a trip in the midst of our frantic dash to the plane, I remarked how fortunate we had been that the plane had for some reason been delayed. Or, I said, the thought just occurring to me, maybe Amitsai had pulled some strings.

"I talked to the pilot," Sabina said simply.

"What?"

"Did you see me walk to the front of the plane after we left Tamanrasset?" Sabina asked.

I said I had.

"I asked if I could speak to the pilot," she told me. "He was glad to have someone to talk to. I explained our situation and asked him if he could help. He radioed the airline and they said they'd hold the plane for us."

This is Sabina Wyss. She can read into a quester's story and intuitively know just what to say in the boldest or subltest of ways to guide them on their individual inner journey. And she can reverse the course of an outer journey for fourteen people by literally stopping a plane from taking off.


 
 
 WHERE IS THE NORTHERN WOOD THRUSH? (Part 1)
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For the second year in a row, the northern wood thrush, with its melodic three-tone song, has not appeared in its usual place in a shaded wetlands wood in my local nature preserve. Is this because we had a late spring? Or has global climate change forced the bird to nest farther north? And what is to be my reaction to the thrush's absence? The part of me that feels the inexorable shadow of environmental devastation spreading ever wider and darker wants to mourn the loss of a favorite bird. My innate human optimism wants to assume that the bird is just a little late in coming, that all species experience natural rises and declines in population. This dilemma seems to me to be at the heart of our planetwide ecological consciousness. Do we meet oncoming change with fear or grief, hope or curiosity? I will go to the place in the woodland where the northern wood thrush has thrived and wait to see what happens-to it or to me.

 
 
 ON DIVINE SEXUALITY
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Parabola Sex coverThe new issue of PARABOLA, the magazine of Tradition, Myth, and the Search for Meaning features my "Down Came the Door of Dharma: Lovemaking Between Humans and Gods," as the lead article. You can read the article on line by clicking the link above.

This issue also has a review of my book, THE WORLD IS A WAITING LOVER: DESIRE AND THE QUEST FOR THE BELOVED. Reviewer Toinette Lippe writes: "THE WORLD IS A WAITING LOVER can be read as a grand adventure, a love story, an anthropological inquiry into the psyche, or a guide book on attaining union with the divine. Whatever you call it, the book offers an unabashedly delicious and juicy experience."

You can meet your own inner, archetypal Beloved, the personification of the energy that has been seducing you into all your life into what you love. Upcoming workshops are at Omega Institute, July 29-Aug. 3 and Diana's Grove, September 21-23 at Salem, MO. The book is available at bookstores everywhere and at Amazon.com.

 
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